Seven -
Your love nature is thoughtful, poetic, mystical and mysterious. A few people with love attitude number seven are class clowns, and they usually attract guys/gals who like to be given a hard time. But most of you are the quiet, reserved types who dislike calling attention to yourself. Your type generally attracts guys who feel the same way you do. Your refined, independent and secretive nature is very alluring to certain guys/gals. At times you can also be somewhat fault-finding and a little demanding in your love relationship and with friends.You are mostly attracted to guys/gals who aren't like all the rest; a loner easily attracts you. And, if he/she reads a lot and enjoys learning, he/she is especially perfect for you.

haha... this was some email thing that anne sent. pretty cool.. just add your birth month and date together, and keep reducing it till you get a single digit. like 26th august, so you add 8+26=34, then 3+4=7, so my love attitude is 7. And it seems quite true! haha..

oh yeah... i'm in the school lib once again. whilst waiting for cher and dot... lallalalalalal..... *twirls hair*

I think i'm getting really nervous already. it's finally here for god's sake! and i don't think we're even fully ready. That's what worries me. As we go into theatre today, there are one million things to see to....lighting, positioning etc.. *sweats* Our last minute rehearsal last night was quite a disaster. Some couldn't keep their cool whilst the rest basically cried for rest. oh gosh.... *gitters* i have this really big feeling that we won't make it? that's from my paranoid view of course.

And i'm getting quite impatient with this one person. Well i don't know if he reads this, but sometimes just his voice gets to me and i'm sorry but i can't help but want to get away from you. call me mean or anything but just... urgh!!!!!!!! and please, STOP whining. you're just over-sensitive and that's all there is to it.

Oh yah we're having dinner at jia hui's tonight! wheee!!!!! don't you just love ah hui for being such a nice girl!!!!?? alright... i hope the food won't make us lose our voices. I'm sure it'll taste great nonetheless.

I'll go check on mims and the rest now. They're working their asses off on the geog tutorial. I don't have to do it by today!*smirk*

I'm in the school lib and mimi is just a few seats away and guess who's next to her!?!?!??!?! mervin!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hduf.... they really seem couplish.. alright.... *wink*

Today has just been such a funny day my sides are hurting. Weishan did her thing, and that was probably the main highlight of the day. it was SUPER hilarious!!!!!

I'm helping anne anne with her blog now. haha.. yes ME. i did some personality test yesterday, but it couldn't be posted here. bloody blogger died on me once again. I'm gonna cheeeeerrrrRRRRRRR for the m&m now! whee!!!

So many events happened throughout the course of the day and yet within a mere hour or so i managed to relate everything to my sis. She's a good listener and i'm thankful for that.

the LIFE concert rock-ed. And i was so glad to have janice and cher next to me. I mean there were times when the tears just cascaded down and they didn't have to say anything but put a reassuring arm around me and that was all i needed. thanks hons. And after the whole thing i felt so guilty about all the evil thing that i had done. But yet today i still fall back in my gossipy state. It's just a state that is so nice and cushiony that i can't seem to snap outta it.

The graze on my knee itches to the high heavens. ack. I feel like giving thanks today.
so thanks to my sis who alwasy listens to my woes.

Thanks to all the wonderful people who are there for me to give advice when the going gets tough.

Thanks to cher and janice for just being there.

Thanks to all the backstage pple of drama.

Thanks to the wonderful runners of today. you guys did a wonderful job.

Thanks to mimi, grace, anne, char, dot.... you guys have a special place in my heart too.

Thanks to someone. who keeps my life going.

and oh gosh... blossom has named me mojoJOjO... yep, we get bored during drama. our most common trick? tap someone on the left side and stand on the right side. *rolls eyes* and the masks are STICKY. arhhhhhh!!!!!!

I'll never live this down. I mean what the f***?? having ten million people stare down at you whilst you try cover your face up and run away just totally sucks. I have ice on my ankle now and it isn't making things better at all. Having to sit and stand throughout rehearsals just now aggravated the wounds even more. ouch.

Yes, i bloody hell fell down on the bloody steps of sajc and i am so bloody embarrassed i think i can just kill myself anytime soon. Thank you so much andrea for the nice first aid care though. I think the worse thing was that when i bloody hell fell it was the peak-minute at the steps, where pple shuffle to other classes, and i had to fall at that time when it was jam packed. and why? coz i was reading the bloody script and trying to memorise. omg! *stab* yah then i create an earthquake that probably measured 8 on the richter scale, and i didn;t even dare look up. just looking at the shoes was enough. they were all stagnant. god, i'm such a bloody klutz. It's a replication of what happened in sec three. when i fell down and ended up kneeling right in front of father barre. oh gosh... BUT there was no one there at that time so i recovered quick.

The masks are done! And they're way pretty. I love snowball's especially. It's darn cute. And gee... my bloody fish tank has gone neon green!!!! gosh.. coz my luohan is sick? and my dad says yeah it's good for the fish to make more medicine pumped into the tank. It looks real bad la.. with the 'glow'. I hope my luohan doesn't die.

alright. I'll make it a point to get over my embarrassment soon. i have to anyway.

The maths remedial thing wasn't that bad after all. In fact, i think i sorta enjoyed it. *smiles* And as she said... it's an early revision for block test two. alright... we'll live by.

And i had such a nice journey home with michelle just now. as in the new girl michelle, not mimi. *giggles* I mean i think it was like the first time i ever held such a long conversation with her, and she told me so many things that i never knew and would have wanted to know. I do hope she'll be able to get into the business faculty though. I mean her grades weren't exactly that bad after all. And she told me that the supposed geog trip that was organized for her year cost only 1700 plus!!!! and they could go to barcelona for the same 2 weeks! That's crap man.. we had to pay a staggering 2600! argh....

To date, we haven't exactly had a full run of the play yet, and i think we're absolutely fried. So many interruptions here and there, sometimes i think i'd be good if someone shoved his of her fist down that old smithie's mouth. Yes he means good for the production... but it just makes you wanna rip your hair when he starts blabberring about how we should do this and that. So from now on it's one cup of honey lemon everyday to keep those vocal chords smooth and clear. If our voices are gone, that's it man. Old smithie will just box the daylights outta you.

Old smithie... sounds like my good ol' buddy eh? crap. i gotta wash the floor up now.

Boxer is now officially known as blossom. heehee... That funny good ol' horse. I'll never forget his indian accent when he said "put it to the vote". hilarious. In fact, i think he's our main source of entertainment when rehearsals get long and draggy. The way he conspires with kala to put koustav and reshma together keeps me laughing non-stop.

Sheesh. my muscles are still aching till no end from the long long long long walk we had this afternoon.And to think that in the end cher and i couldn't fit in the size 39. ARGH. And the carrot cake aunty sucks!! gosh.. she didn't have to proclaim that we each had to pay 50 cents when i had given her the full amount. That was so uncalled for. I hope she could read our message to her when she collected the plates though. I used the leftover carrot cake to piece the words u sux on the plate. haha.. bad english i know, but due to the shortage of erm.. materials, i had to shorten it. call us childish yes, but i still think she deserved it.

Oh and when i got back to my block test paper yesterday, i realised my mistake straightaway. I integrated the thing instead of differentiating it that's why i kept going in circles. gee... my mind must have been somewhere else whilst i was attempting it. And i'm proud to say that i finally finished the whole paper!! or most of it anyway. I don't know one small part. haha... and i was supposed to do half of the 2002 paper, but i'm just too tired to think now. Shall do it tmr with the other one million things to do. sigh!

Anyway, tickets for the sat performance are sold out!!!! whee!!!! but sales for friday are still quite pathetic. Hopefully the j1s will come on that day huh. Cher told me half her junior class joined drama coz they were so inspired by the orientation play we put up, and i was so amused. I presume issac and dot are probably their idols now or something.. haha... *wink*

I love chinatown!!

The last post was just one of my tantrums so i just deleted it. It's quite hard nowadays to get a grasp of my emotions. gee. and no don't ask who or what i was referring to. coz i will never tell.

I should have been feeling accomplished by now coz i did have the intention to do my math block test paper, but i got stuck at the first bloody qn and so i'm peeved. To think that i attempted that qn before somemore, but somehow i just can't figure the damn thing out now. argh!!!!!!!!!! *rips hair out*

and, Kimberly cladwell should NOT be out!!! ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was bloody sad man.. sigh!!!!!! She was the prettiest amongst them all. *poo* Worse still, i missed her very last performance coz my mum goofed up with the vcr. damn. anyone recorded last night's epi? please tell me someone did!

alright.. i shall persevere with math now. i hate it, but it has to be done. sigh..

btw, thanks mamathir... haha.. for that super sweet sms. *smiles*

Today is just not my day i'd say.

1) I feel like ripping my uterus out.

2) my arm is bloody sore from the shit pinch ting inflicted.

3) Geography didn't fail to dampen all spirits.

4) The nurse was still rough with my ear. grr...

And whilst i was in the car yesterday somehow old major's words just kept coming to my head. rebellion, that is my message to you comrades, REBELLION. Yep, that of course, fuelled by my parents non-stop rattling about how i got a bloody F for my freakin math and somehow the rest of the subs which i passed became redundant instantly. Gee... and oh yah and when i asked the other day if they wanted to come watch the drama play, all i got was a flat no. fine fine.. i'm used to it anyway. I'm just a useless daughter....lalalalal.... So much for family support. Sometimes it really keeps me wondering as to what actually holds this family togeher. Pure obligations?

But, I'm getting help soon so fear no more!!!! hahaha... yep. and Mervyn's his name. hduf mich... Don't be mistaken. it's not michelle's mervin. It's my mum's friend's son who's a genius. Had two sessions with him last time, and he's a... math genius. F math, any math. just throw it to him. haha.. He's a bit erm... eccentric though. The last time he told me heehee.. oh my brain's just a little complex. , i actually freaked quite abit.

The maid has to resume her duties of sweeping and mopping now. My temperature registered 36.7 this morning.

*one million grins* The picture is finally out there! hahaha... i tried like one million times or something. gee....

Anyway, the sort of uplifted my spirits from the fuming mood i was in when i came back from drama. i still hate the smith couple though. Nothing can erase the scenario this morning. At the thought of that, i still feel like pasting his pic up on the wall so as to puncture one million holes in his face and his oh-god-stinky wife. BUT sadly, i don't have one for that purpose now. *damn*

The picture makes it up for all. *smiles*

Happy birthday sis!!!!!!!!!

aheehee... my mum dragged me up early in the morning just to make me check my mail for the 4D number that my sis picked. But anyway I'm due in school in about an hours time...

Surprisingly, i loved every bit of the drama performance that we put up yesterday. It turned out well after all, and all our last minute efforts really did pay off. I didn't know my class watched the whole performance though.... and i was so touched when they started cheering when i went back to class. haha... i know it sounds silly, but it just felt really... different. And i agree with dot, that everyone does have an ability to act. Its just whether they want to or not. *smiles*

I gotta run. As cher says... i'm always bloody lateso i shall make an exception today. BUT, i still gotta take my temperature at the damn physics lab 4. And for the next 10 days somemore. sheesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went to JB for a few pathetic hours for god's sake.

It was real nice to go out with janice that day. aheehee... oh well, as usual i couldn't curb my shopping instincts. ack...
ok confession no.1 : i bought *gulp* shoes once again. but they were gorgeous! and it was on sale.. besides i eyed it for a real long time so..... yep. *sheepish grin*
confession no.2 : i spent near a hundred bucks.

Oh sigh.... BUT i swear the rest of the money was inevitable spending... Thanks janice for the wonderful company though. :)

The first day back at school was quite bad. I didn't expect it to be so tiring! Oh man.... the only good news is that the drama play wouldn't be postponed though, which means it will still be at the wonderful university cultural centre! *smiles* but that would only mean yet more rehearslas throughout this whole month. It'll be worth it i hope. Think i was being a jackass of a whine yesterday as well, sigh... i just don't want to go back today! But i still have to. 3.45, and i'll have to start the dragging. *one million pouts*

Mr wee yelled a "you mad or what!!??" at me yesterday. crap... It was all due to my carelessness and complacency that i didn't know i was to have my temperature taken coz i went to JB for a few pathetic hours. And the green flag pitch is still bloody high.. i still think i'm screeching away, but if that's the limit then why force it to go further right? The song is nice, but it's just too high a pitch for me. sorry. I feel much more contented singing others like beasts of england or sugarcandy mountain.

And hey sis, you don't really have to give a damn about that bastard ok? i did have a good mind to screw him on the phone that day, but ma stopped me. maybe she still likes him huh? haha.. Now that both of you are outta of both your lives (hopefully), then just forget about it and get on with better things in life. *pats sis on the shoulder*

Kelly is probably having a whale of a time there in cameron highlands. She always gets to go for such cool camps! And if you can just believe it, I've never been on a camp in my entire life. *deprived*

Alright.. guess i better get on with other things that are to be done before getting to school.. Gotta switch on the telly and watch channel news asia for timothy goh as well. haha... according to cher he's cute. we'll see...

Gd luck to all who are sitting for the chinese paper today!

I have a strong urge to murder someone now. That person has brought out the killer instincts in me. *evil laughter* Maybe he did it unintenionally, but i'm still hurt. *pout*

It's raining yet again. Think it has become like a daily thing man.. every afternoon.. just close the windows beforehand.

And whoopie!!!!!! I'm finnaly going out tmr!! haha.. with dear janice. oh gosh.. think the last time we went out it was eons ago man.... but it's mainly to run some errands as well.. and i gotta go and come back during off peak hours. haha... but what more can i ask for? at least i'm stepping out.

I think my intestines are playing games with each other once again. and it hurts like hell. ARGH.

sigh.. it's raining heavily once again... naturally i fell asleep on the bed whilst reading a book. haha.. worse still, i pigged out when i woke up. *damn*

anyway, i really should have remembered to call mich when i went to bukit timah hill this morning. sigh.. totally didn't strike me until i arrived there and realised oh crap.. next time. yes i WILL remember next time. That lucky girl is going for the ong teng cheong concert today though... haha.. and she watched oliver yesterday. sigh! *envious*

gtg call cher back. ta!

@$%$#!@@@#!~!

school break has been extended by two friggin days. just great... which means i only get back to school on friday. might as well forget that last day also? i don't care. i am so going out.

they proved me sickeningly right

yep.. we didn't have the brazilian buffet in the end. And i was wrong even about the booking table part. They didn't do so once again. Oh well, at least it was expected, so dissapointment was reduced i suppose. I really do wanna have a taste of brazilian food though. *pout*

It's minwei's birthday tmr. so.. happy early birthday my dear!!!!!

and... tanya is online again!! haha.. and for the first time i sorta chatted with *ahem!* hahaha..

ok totally incoherent thoughts now... so till next time.

We'll finally have a taste of the brazilian buffet tonight for sure. *whoopie!* Well, at least a table was booked, unlike the last time. But then again, given the last-minute fetish of my family, we might just stand outside and then decide nah another day.... We'll see how it goes.

Anyway, I'm seriously freakin dead. Haven't touched any of my books at all ever since the closure. Sheesh! you know it's always like that when you lack self discipline, one moment you get hyped up about getting some studying done, but the next moment you're either propped behind a storybook or watching tv once again. Dammit. I think I'll never work up the discipline in this lifetime.

ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tanya is online!!!! hahaha... *excited!!* Oh gee... none of my mails ever got to her? what's wrong with yahoo man.... sigh.. my msn has been bonkers these few weeks as well, I'm so glad it's working today and she's online!!! I do wish she's come back real soon though. hahah.... oh yes some info on tanya bobo chacha. *smiles* She's a super smart ass. fancy being in the 99.9 percentile in the whole of aus!!!! *bows down in worship* Sigh.. i don't understand why she can't access my blog though. oh my freak!!!! she's going to cut up her first dead body next week. *legs wobbly*. ok great.. worse still they're old bodies which have been skinned and kept ther for three friggin years. yueargh!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling faint all over. hahahha.... but oh well, it's so refreshing talking to tanya once again. *grins*

It's raining so heavily. But yet it does not justify things that have been going on. peace.

haha.... I'm still laughing over the wonderful afternoon we had today. *smiles*

Well, amidst all the wrestling, we did have fun. hahha...... doro couldn't stop laughing, and i couldn't leave cher with my keyboard for just one sec. *rolls eyes* she kept typing 666! madness man... but it felt so good to have friends come over and just have a hearty chat. sigh.. I seriously missed them like crazy!!! and all others too... sigh.. we should really do this more often. hahaha.... hey the red bean soup was nice right? :)

i wrote like a 7 page long letter to janice today. hahaha.... oh man.. guess i really did have quite alot to say. Talked to mich today as well... haha... guess the day was good after all.... I'm in a good mood now. hahaha..... cheers to doro!

cher sucks cher sucks cher sucks.

whoopie!!!! they have finally arrived. haha.... and i think doro just had a heart attack. cher and i fought whilst she just laughed away. subdue the demon cher i'd say, she's evil!!!! gosh....... bad girl!

anyway, one million zillion thanks to dot for putting all the stuff out for me! hahaha.... so please drop a comment or sign in my guestbook which is finally in the correct place! hahaha....

!@#$$#%$@$$# cher just puked water onto my shoulder. GROSS.